Me: Ok, class, that is the end of my thorough explanation. You have now been given the instructions in clear, concise steps. You may begin.
Student: Miss, what are we suppose to do?
Me: Did you listen to the instructions?
Student: Yes.
Me: What did I say?
Student: I don't know.
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Me: Class, remember that the assignment is due tomorrow.
Student: Miss, when is this due?
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Me: Ok, any questions? *Appropriate wait time. * No, great, then everyone understands! Let's get to work.
Student: Miss, what do I do again?
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Me: What did I already tell you?
Me: What do you think you should do?
Me: Have you read the instructions?
Me: Have you asked a classmate if they know?
Me: I explained this already while you were sleeping, daydreaming, drawing, etc.
Me: Why weren't you listening?
Me: What did you do the last time we did this?
Me: I've already explained this three times.
Me: I've already explained this four times.
Me: I've already explained this a million times.
Me: What is the matter with you?
Ok, I work really hard to not say that last one. But, here we are, two more days with students until summer break, and this is how I'm feeling...
Yes, that's me on the right.
I admit that by the end of the year, I'm exasperated by my students. It takes everything I have. Deep breath. Count to three. Remember that God loves this child and it's your job to show Jesus to them.
Ah, but so many times I lose my patience. So many times the frustration comes through in my words and tone.
Yesterday, I was listening to a new Christian radio station in Dallas- Air One- 101.7- (which is great, by the way). A comment was made that caused me to realize that what my students do to me (seemingly three million times a day) is what I do to God.
Me: God, what am I suppose to do?
Me: God, I don't know what to do!
Me: God, could you help me, please?
Has God given me directions? Was I listening? Paying attention? Have I read His instructions? What have I been preparing for? Am I ready to work? Do I trust his lead?
Ah, God is so patient with me. And He has no summer break.
